I am trying to understand what is wrong with me, trying to describe what I feel. Ashamed, sad, scared, and confused are the only words that pop out of my mind. Nevertheless, it's hard to understand what makes me feel this way. Everytime I try to think deeply about it I feel a wave of hate towards me. Why do I hate myself so much? What am I so guilty of? What makes me such a bad person? And being aware of all this, why can't I change?
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